" . . . You Don't Deserve Me At My Best"

If you're a guy, you've probably heard some femme that you was banging spew this irrational garbage to you. If you're a female, more than likely, you've used this filth on a dude that you liked. What you probably don't know is that this is a quote from Marilyn Monroe.

Yes, the Marilyn Monroe. John F. Kennedy-Monroe. Pornography-Monroe.

In any event, my sentiment towards this saying isn't harmonious because it signifies ignorance and negativity. Here it is we have a woman admitting that she's selfish, impatient, and just about everything else that signifies a flaw and a shortcoming. Instead of her trying to become a better person, she'd rather you accept her the way she is -- imperfect.

Marilyn Monroe -- "Deserve Me At My Best"

Question -- what man in his right mind wants to put up with a woman that is selfish? I don't know any person that likes selfish individuals. What man in is right mind wants to put up with a woman that is "hard to handle"? Who wants to work all day and then come home to a difficult, out of control woman? That's additional headaches and stress.

According to the Blonde Bimbo, if you're not man enough to deal with her and her shortcomings, then you're not worthy to be with her when she has her expletive together.

Question -- if a woman knows that she has imperfections, why isn't she taking the necessary steps to better herself as an individual? Why does a man have to "handle" her as if she's a zoo animal?

This ideology is nothing more but warped thinking and the femmes that cosign this garbage need to reconsider the people they adulate.

The Gospel of Christ

Beware of wolves in sheep clothing;

At least that's what the Bible preaches.

Fake priests suck you dry like leeches.

Prey on the weakest.

I'm too proud; far from the meekest.

But I still know the Mysteries;

Studied its secrets.

Been best friends with sinners;

You can call me Jesus.

Exes denied me three times; 

You can call them Cephas.

But acted like Judas -- betrayed me with a kiss.

Sold me out for money just so they could get rich.

But it's all good; the god still reigns.

Had to drink from the cup, though it bore all-pain.

Hierophant to this ish till I know all things --

Infinite wisdom.

Constant target of the System.

Know they got a plan --

Keep the Black Man in prison.

Created Feminism to keep his Queen in division.

No respect for her man; 

Damn, we're a derision.

It's time for a decision --

Unity or Schisms.

The world is ours;

Do you share the Vision?

Are You A Queen and Goddess?

The way we act determines how people will treat us. People's actions are a direct response to the way we think and act. Meaning what? Well, if we carry ouselves with decorum, people will treat us as dignified individuals.

Women (not all) have this desire to be treated like Queens and Goddesses; yet, their actions (again, not all) aren't even't remotely regal or divine. You can't be belligerent, boisterous, and bitchy, but expect to treated like a Queen and a Goddess at the same time; there's nothing regal or divine about being beligerent, boisterous, or bitchy.

Let's take the god of the Bible. The god of the Bible is identified as being a jealous god. In fact, his name is jealous (Joshua 8:14). I don't know about you, but I find it hard to accept that an entity can be omnipotent and be jealous at the same time. How can a god be jealous of an idol or anything else for that matter when that god is supposedly all-powerful?

The same logic applies to women that are from Queenlike in their behavior and thinking. The same logic applies to men that are from god-like or King-like in their behavior and thinking. If you want to be treated like a Queen and a Goddess, perhaps you should act like one. If you want to be treated like a King and a God, perhaps you should start acting like one.

The Sun Is God.

The Sun is God --

So Nature sings.

Dies in the Winter;

Resurrects in Spring.

Don't fly too close;

Will melt your wings.

Better find shade;

Sun rays sting.

K.O.C. --

Great as Louis the King,

XIV of France.

I dance in a ring;

Circle of Fire --

Bless Shiva Nataraja.

Rosary beads, or Aksamala?

No, not Janus, but Brahma:

Rig, Sama, Yajur, Atharva.

I seek the Book, the Swan, the Lotus.

Knowledge and the Universe is my focus.

But it's hard when you work hard.

Especially, when it's two jobs,

Write a few blogs;

On top of that -- hand out cards and network.

All this aspiration to augment my net worth.

Just to find out success hurts --

The loss of sleep, pseudo-friends,

Women that pretend;

When does it end?

When did it begin?

I swear the world's ruthless --

To every Jesus, a Judas.

For every Ceasar, a Brutus.

The history of Rome . . .

But you're Alicia Silverstone -- Clueless.

The Truth is always hidden in plain sight.

Taste death then resurrect in the same night.

Which pill to swallow?

It's Helios, or Apollo.

In these days of Darkness, the Sun I follow.

Forgetting Your Ex . . .

When is it too soon to forget your ex? I guess one can never really forget a former love. Especially when that person was your everything. Especially when the two of you were close and spent time together.

I mean, of course we live our lives day-to-day as we should. Eventually, we all move on, but does that necessarily mean that we forget our ex?

I remember forcing myself to do so. I'd try to keep myself busy -- exercise, read a book, see a movie. Anything to not think of her. But when you spent so much time with a person, it's kind of difficult to forget that person.

As of late, it's been kind of hard forgetting that person. I guess it's the timing; May, June, and the summer as a whole, are significant months; we began our relationship in May. June was our pseudo-honeymoon. I remember being very pensive about this person this time last year.

Some say the quickest way to get over an ex is to find someone new. But what if no else compares? What if no one else qualifies? What if  there isn't a person to help you forget your ex and you're confined to thinking about that person daily?

I don't know. I'm just throwing different ideas into the mix. It's kind of hard for me because everything little thing reminds  me of that person -- a song, an outfit, a hair-style, shopping, a Volkswagen . . . a Florida license plate.

Or maybe some of us aren't permitted to forget our exes? Perhaps some of us are confined to memories as punishment? Maybe pictures and cards of that person are life-lessons to teach value and appreciation of someone that is dear and irreplaceable?

Perfectly Flawed.

andRe Christos Helios

My imperfections are countered by corrections;

The obsession of this god-man is perfection.

I look at my past for better direction;

A better future --

God and Creator of my blessings.

I don't know the answer to every question --

No, I don't know it all.

And although nobody likes a know-it-all.

I won't settle till I'm on a level where I know it all.

You think it's difficult --

Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol.

Not Ethan or Nimrod, but I hunt knowledge.

Just not at Hunter College.

Ready to die, unlike Christopher Wallace . . .

Death by suicide.

I believe in suicide.

But only if it's to crucify my lower-self.

A true Teacher delves within oneself.

The Path of Enlightenment --

A road you must walk alone yourself.

Just a few words of Wisdom:

You can't define the Divine.

If you don't understand, that's fine.

Suffer from impaired vision; won't ever see the light;

Blinded to the prism; cursed is their sight.

Food and Drinks

Food and Drinks. Women will come up out of their panties just for food and drinks. Not all women, just the ones that equate their worth with food and drinks.

What am I talking about? Well, most women will give their date some p_ssy after dinner and drinks. If you think I'm exaggerating, browse a few ads on Craigslist; there are women with posts suggesting, "take me out for dinner and drinks, and let's see where things go". Meaning what? If things goes well, she'll bang him by the end of their date -- all because he bought her food and drinks.

Yes -- food and drinks.

Whatever happened to being sexually intimate with someone because of a connection? Whatever happened to having sex with a person as a result of expressing love? I understand the concept of a woman valuing her p_ssy, but setting a price on it means that anyone can get some -- as long as the price is right. And there isn't anything special about that, my friend. What. So. Ever.

Moreover, it is these kind of situations that leads to irresponsible sex (i.e., std's, unexpected pregnancy, etc.).

In any event, it's really not about "food and drinks". It's about whether or not he spends money on her. According to them, he's a "gentleman". But if he was such a gentleman, why doesn't she hear from him anymore after their escapade? More importantly, why does he express disappointment and anger if she doesn't put out after he spent some cash on her? 

A true gentleman shows a woman a good time because he's just that -- a respectable male. A gentleman doesn't take a female out on a date with the hidden agenda of getting some ass when everything is said and done. That doesn't make him a gentleman, that makes him a trick. Where's the respect in that?

And let's be honest, food and drinks isn't that expensive, either. In fact, here in Atlanta, some women will pull their panties down for a pedicure and a manicure -- not  more than 50 bucks!

I find it to be a joke.