Bill Cosby, The Premiere Rapist.

Frank Scotti admits to pay-offs for Bill Cosby.

This isn't new news -- allegations of Bill Cosby being a sexual predator has surfaced before, but with alleged victims coming forward on a daily basis, it may be hard this time to ignore the allegations and sweep them under the rug.

Of course, no one wants to believe that the lauded Cliff Huxtable is a sexual predator, but when you have one accusation after the other, well, there is little room for doubt, especially when the victim-count is piled up to 16.

More importantly, most, if not all the allegations, sound the same -- the alleged victim was drugged. it was at this point of mental disarray that Cosby pounced on his prey. This signifies consistency in his behavior -- he drugs his victims before sexually assaulting them.

Again, little room for doubt.

For instance, in 2005, Californian Lawyer, Tamara Green, appeared on the Today show and accused Cosby of drugging and sexually assaulting her during the 1970's. In addition to this, during the mid-1980's, Cosby was in a relationship with Beth Ferrier, who also alleged Cosby drugging her. She claims that she woke up in her car disoriented with her bra undone and clothes in disarray. As if developing a pattern, Cosby is then accused of assaulting another woman -- Barbara Bowman. According to People, Cosby's assaulted Bowman in 1986, using the same tactics  -- a drug.

Bill Cosby as Cliff Huxtable

And the list of accusers goes on: Joan Tarshis, Linda Joy Traitz, and Janice Dickinson.

If I was a betting man, I'd say Cosby did sexually assault those females. But why speculate with little evidence? According to the Daily News, Frank Scotti was responsible for handling hush-money. He admitted that young models were in Cosby's dressing room and that he had them paid off.

This seems to be the reason why this kind of news is just now reaching epic proportions -- either defense attorneys didn't want to prosecute or victims settled out of court, which helped the allegations disappear.

Crush

Buddhists say we suffer when we want what we can't have.

And like sunshine, 

She brightens my day.

And each time I see her from away --

My mind blanks; I forget what to say.

This thing is real . . .

I'm confident, but I doubt myself.

I get nervous, which is not myself.

Do I need Eros?

Cause without the help --

She might slip away . . . 

And though I wait patiently,

Time never had a reason to wait for me.

Do I give it another day

And make the mistake to see?

Or do I seize the moment?

Let's wait and seee . . .

So it's up to me and no one else.

If I don't take a chance,

Can only blame myself.

This is a Love I've never felt.

What will I do . . .?

" . . . You Don't Deserve Me At My Best"

If you're a guy, you've probably heard some femme that you was banging spew this irrational garbage to you. If you're a female, more than likely, you've used this filth on a dude that you liked. What you probably don't know is that this is a quote from Marilyn Monroe.

Yes, the Marilyn Monroe. John F. Kennedy-Monroe. Pornography-Monroe.

In any event, my sentiment towards this saying isn't harmonious because it signifies ignorance and negativity. Here it is we have a woman admitting that she's selfish, impatient, and just about everything else that signifies a flaw and a shortcoming. Instead of her trying to become a better person, she'd rather you accept her the way she is -- imperfect.

Marilyn Monroe -- "Deserve Me At My Best"

Question -- what man in his right mind wants to put up with a woman that is selfish? I don't know any person that likes selfish individuals. What man in is right mind wants to put up with a woman that is "hard to handle"? Who wants to work all day and then come home to a difficult, out of control woman? That's additional headaches and stress.

According to the Blonde Bimbo, if you're not man enough to deal with her and her shortcomings, then you're not worthy to be with her when she has her expletive together.

Question -- if a woman knows that she has imperfections, why isn't she taking the necessary steps to better herself as an individual? Why does a man have to "handle" her as if she's a zoo animal?

This ideology is nothing more but warped thinking and the femmes that cosign this garbage need to reconsider the people they adulate.

The Gospel of Christ

Beware of wolves in sheep clothing;

At least that's what the Bible preaches.

Fake priests suck you dry like leeches.

Prey on the weakest.

I'm too proud; far from the meekest.

But I still know the Mysteries;

Studied its secrets.

Been best friends with sinners;

You can call me Jesus.

Exes denied me three times; 

You can call them Cephas.

But acted like Judas -- betrayed me with a kiss.

Sold me out for money just so they could get rich.

But it's all good; the god still reigns.

Had to drink from the cup, though it bore all-pain.

Hierophant to this ish till I know all things --

Infinite wisdom.

Constant target of the System.

Know they got a plan --

Keep the Black Man in prison.

Created Feminism to keep his Queen in division.

No respect for her man; 

Damn, we're a derision.

It's time for a decision --

Unity or Schisms.

The world is ours;

Do you share the Vision?

Are You A Queen and Goddess?

The way we act determines how people will treat us. People's actions are a direct response to the way we think and act. Meaning what? Well, if we carry ouselves with decorum, people will treat us as dignified individuals.

Women (not all) have this desire to be treated like Queens and Goddesses; yet, their actions (again, not all) aren't even't remotely regal or divine. You can't be belligerent, boisterous, and bitchy, but expect to treated like a Queen and a Goddess at the same time; there's nothing regal or divine about being beligerent, boisterous, or bitchy.

Let's take the god of the Bible. The god of the Bible is identified as being a jealous god. In fact, his name is jealous (Joshua 8:14). I don't know about you, but I find it hard to accept that an entity can be omnipotent and be jealous at the same time. How can a god be jealous of an idol or anything else for that matter when that god is supposedly all-powerful?

The same logic applies to women that are from Queenlike in their behavior and thinking. The same logic applies to men that are from god-like or King-like in their behavior and thinking. If you want to be treated like a Queen and a Goddess, perhaps you should act like one. If you want to be treated like a King and a God, perhaps you should start acting like one.

The Sun Is God.

The Sun is God --

So Nature sings.

Dies in the Winter;

Resurrects in Spring.

Don't fly too close;

Will melt your wings.

Better find shade;

Sun rays sting.

K.O.C. --

Great as Louis the King,

XIV of France.

I dance in a ring;

Circle of Fire --

Bless Shiva Nataraja.

Rosary beads, or Aksamala?

No, not Janus, but Brahma:

Rig, Sama, Yajur, Atharva.

I seek the Book, the Swan, the Lotus.

Knowledge and the Universe is my focus.

But it's hard when you work hard.

Especially, when it's two jobs,

Write a few blogs;

On top of that -- hand out cards and network.

All this aspiration to augment my net worth.

Just to find out success hurts --

The loss of sleep, pseudo-friends,

Women that pretend;

When does it end?

When did it begin?

I swear the world's ruthless --

To every Jesus, a Judas.

For every Ceasar, a Brutus.

The history of Rome . . .

But you're Alicia Silverstone -- Clueless.

The Truth is always hidden in plain sight.

Taste death then resurrect in the same night.

Which pill to swallow?

It's Helios, or Apollo.

In these days of Darkness, the Sun I follow.

Forgetting Your Ex . . .

When is it too soon to forget your ex? I guess one can never really forget a former love. Especially when that person was your everything. Especially when the two of you were close and spent time together.

I mean, of course we live our lives day-to-day as we should. Eventually, we all move on, but does that necessarily mean that we forget our ex?

I remember forcing myself to do so. I'd try to keep myself busy -- exercise, read a book, see a movie. Anything to not think of her. But when you spent so much time with a person, it's kind of difficult to forget that person.

As of late, it's been kind of hard forgetting that person. I guess it's the timing; May, June, and the summer as a whole, are significant months; we began our relationship in May. June was our pseudo-honeymoon. I remember being very pensive about this person this time last year.

Some say the quickest way to get over an ex is to find someone new. But what if no else compares? What if no one else qualifies? What if  there isn't a person to help you forget your ex and you're confined to thinking about that person daily?

I don't know. I'm just throwing different ideas into the mix. It's kind of hard for me because everything little thing reminds  me of that person -- a song, an outfit, a hair-style, shopping, a Volkswagen . . . a Florida license plate.

Or maybe some of us aren't permitted to forget our exes? Perhaps some of us are confined to memories as punishment? Maybe pictures and cards of that person are life-lessons to teach value and appreciation of someone that is dear and irreplaceable?